June 16, 2020

My Wife in Kauai

2004. My wife in Kauai. Again on the Nikon N-65 35mm.

I’ve never had a lot of confidence taking portraits. It was the same with paintings.

I’m an introvert by nature.

I did a lot of self-portraits in art classes and Very few portraits of others, leading some people to think I was just full of myself, if they looked at my body of work as a whole.

Nothing could be farther from the truth.

I hate doing a thing poorly. And if I mess up something I’m creating, I would prefer to mess up a picture or painting of myself than have someone else disappointed with my capture.

So I did self portraits.

And then when my wife married me, she got to also be my guinea pig.

Eh, she knew what she was getting into.

I painted a whole series of us together while we were still dating!

This is one of my favorite captures of her in Kauai.